Be strong!

Juz now have a chat with my lil sis....heard from her d story of my parents...hurm...sgt2 merisaukan aku..membuatkan aku ssh ati n at the same time remind me of my aim of life...aku nk bls blik jasa diorg..aku nk jga blk diorg mcm mna diorg jg aku since aku kecik...

Abah & ibu...be strong! This is the challenge of life...Like what u always said to me "Life is not a bed of roses, it is full of challenge". This is only a test from Allah s.w.t..He give us challenges bcoz He loves us, so that we appreciate this life 

In each tear there’s a lesson
Makes you wiser than before 

Makes you stronger than you know

In each tear 

Brings you closer to your dreams 

No mistake, no heartbreak 

Can take away what your meant to be... 

Every night there is one thing I do
I bow my head and pray for you

You're much more than a struggle that you go through
You're not defined by your pain, so let it go...
You’re not a victim, you're more like a winner
And you’re not in defeat, you're more like a queen

(Mary J. feat Jay Sean)

rest

horrayyyyy!after 3 weeks bein' a "computer", at last i can be a HUMAN again....Today is my 1st holiday since i came to Sarawak...really2 under a big of pressure...expecially with the C Language project...kalo kat U dulu projek mcm tu maw 1bulan dia bg tempoh utk siapkan..but here, we were given only 4days to complete up that application..fuh!Really2 working hard on it...since dpt project tue, schedule aku dr 7pg - 12tgh mlm lepak kat lab siapkan project....At this time terpk sorank2..."mcm neh ke lifestyle org2 IT neh??"...

CHSCC

Genap sudah 1 week aku da kat bumi kenyalang neh. Alhamdullilah, I’m getting used with my schedule here.

Today is my first test for my first module which is Computer Hardware & System Software Concept... To be honest, I don’t like to learn this CHSSC...I'm always get sleepy during Mr Chang doin’ his explanation at the front...it is just bcoz I’m not born to love this subject I guess...hahaha...But whatever it is, I still need to go through over it, rite??N Alhamdulillah I did well in that module....

Sarawak Report IV

First time in my life... Had Laksa Sarawak for my today’s breakfast...At first, I don’t want to eat it coz I quite cerewet in bab2 makan makanan pelik2 neh.... but after bein’ cajole by nariemah, makan la jgk….yummy!it’s superb delicious!it is just like bihun kari…

Pelik...

Sekadar berkongsi apa yg aku jumpa dari fb cikgu IT aku dulu, Cikgu Bedah

        

lemas!

Lemas, lemas, lemas!!!argh…tension aku duduk dalam rumah neh…no air ventilation…mesti korang tertanya2 kenapa aku x bkk ja tingkap ke pintu ke…

Reasons I don’t want to open the window & door:

• My house is on the ground floor which is damn closed to laluan org jalan kaki
• The laluan org jalan kaki tu is frequently used by Infosys’s participant which consist of men n women
• The ground floor’s houses are not grilled! N even worst is this uni is ungated area…it means anyone can masuk this uni..too dangeraous maa….
• We all jarang ada kat rumah…most of our time kat lab..if balik pun dah mlm..

So, bley x korang bygkan betapa lemasnya aku duduk dalam rumah neh…baju yang dijemur 2 hari pun still lembab2 lg…damn! Kalo bley kumpul water vapour yang da  dalam rumah neh, aku rsa mau 1 jug jot..huh!

Report Sarawak III

Second day of my Infosys training…quite ok…awal2 ni belajar basic2 lagi… tapi even basic pun aku still rasa banyak lagi yang aku xtahu..terasa diri sgt kerdil dikelilingi dgn timbunan information and knowledge baru yg aku belajar…tapi jauh di sudut hati rasa bersyukur dapat ikuti program ni..byk ilmu yg aku dapat…alhamdulillah…I have to grab as many information as can..

Infosys neh bkn saja bagi aku ilmu2 baru…tapi jgk as training to discipline up myself yg sememangnya bagi aku xberapa nak berdisiplin neh…hehehe..malu sat… (^,^) not only that…aku jgk byk dapat kwn2 baru kat sni from all over Malaysia and race..hahahaha  idup 1 Malaysia!!

Cerita pasal makan…yummy2 !! aku bab makan neh mmg no 1..bak kata member2 aku…”Tika neh bdn ja kecik.tapi makan….mak aaaii..” hahhhaa..nak uat camna…bdn aku metabolism tinggi g dari korang..kerja lapar ja la..makan kat sni mmg sedap2..Every meals, suma makanan2 berat…baik breakfast, lunch n dinner...sume nyer nasi, nasi, nasi….tapi x pe..aku x kisah pun..lgi suke ade la..dah nama pun org Kedah…sehari xmakan nasi mmg xsah..bley pening kepala aku..tapi menu yg paling aku suka is sup cendawan dia..fuh!mmg walaweeh laa…A++ aku bg..hahaha..mcm gred exm lak..

K la…tu ja dulu report kali neh…tak tau dah nak cerita pa lg…mau pergi menguruskan diri jap..baru je balik dari lab, terus uat report utk korang..hehehe…adios!

Sarawak Report II

Huahuahua...1^st time mnjejakkan kaki kat Sarawak neh aku sedikit teruja…mmg impian di hati suatu hari nak dtg bercuti kat Sabah/Sarawak…tapi x sangka rezeki tu Allah bg lebih awal…Alhamdulillah….

So far Sarawak is juz a nice place…quite ok...juz a lil bit ssh in term of nak dptkn brg2 keperluan harian...ya la no trnsport n quite jauh..

Aku dtg Sarawak neh atas satu tujuan yg utama iaitu utk mnjalani latihan Infosys…so far pa yg aku bley simpulkan pasal taining neh, ianya sgt2 strict...Everything must be sharp on time...for everyday attendance we need to use our thumbprint...if late even for 1 minute will be penalize RM10/late..belum lagi dikira kalo buat sbrang kerosakan trhadap harta benda program neh…mmg aku akan dikenakan penalty RM50…dah la elaun yg dpt pun Cuma RM100/month…kalo kena penalty lg brpa sgt la yg nk dpt…huhu

cakap pasal nak adapt dgn time kat sni...hahaha..mmg lari jgk la time tu dgn time aku..still in process of adapting myself with Sarawak...

hahaha...kalo kat rumah kul 6.45/7pg bru nk bgun…tapi kat sni every day kul 5.15pg dah kn bgun n siap2 nak p lab coz quite jauh,about 3km....dah la kena p balik jalan kaki coz no trasnport provided..ya la skrg kan musim cuti semster...


k la laen kali smbung lg…quite tired with today’s schedule..nite!

Sarawak Report I

Huhuhu…xde plan sebenarnya nk uat Sarawak’s report neh…tapi ats permintaan rmai, aku uat la jgk post neh…just to keep inform them bout prkembangan aku selama 3 bln kat bumi kenyalang neh…

Wawawa..seawal pagi lagi aku dah bangun…pas je smbhyang subuh trus siap2 coz t Pak Ndak nak dtg amek bwk p UiTM…naseb baek la ada pkcik aku yg sorank neh…seriously ckp, aku mmg dah cuak dah msa smpai kat UiTM coz aku x nmpk sorank pun budak2 yang nk pergi program Infosys neh…hahahha…rupa2nya aku sorank ja yg tnggu kat dpn Fakulti Pergigian…budak2 yg laen sume tunggu kat foyer FSKM…tp no worry la coz aku mmg tunggu di tempat yg btul..

Supposed to be kul 8.30 dah nk kne bertolak g Hotel Pan Pacific.. tapi disebabkan pakcik bas yg lmbt kul 9 bru bertolak…Kami suma sampai kat hotel tepat2 kul 9.30…hahaha bak kata Che R mmg we all arrived on the dot…kat sini ktorg juz da pendaftaran and breakfast pagi…

Hahahaha….seriously I’m totally elated to go inside the ‘big bird’ stomach as this is my 1^st time taking flight….. yeah2...i noe some people might deny this statement...but juz cut out the scene I had been in the plane, could u??It was years ago..at that time I’m too young since I can’t remember anything…moral of the story, to parents outside there don’t take your children for holiday when they are still kid, k??Now back to the story…my flight was at 1.50...while waiting for the plane to be ready, we wait at the waiting area and had our lunch

Atas flight me n my bestie Che R quite excited actually..hahaha...lots of pics taken by her..tapi the rest juz see in my fb k?

Sarawak, here we come!!

Happy Birthday Anisa

today is the B-Day of my youngest sis, Nur Anisa binti Rashidan. Dah besar panjang adik aku neh..Juz wish u d best..

Miss U !!!!

xnak blk!!

Wawawawa! rasanya xpuas g dduk alor star neh brmanja2 dgn family..sdh maw kna blk Shah Alam..lusa sdh maw kna post p Sarawak for 3 months...huhuhu...kalo dduk Semenanjung bley tahan g...rasa2 nak blk ja, p cri mna2 stesen bas, beli tiket bas blk umah...tapi kalo dah duk Sabah/Srawak neh alamatnya berenang merentasi laut China Selatan la kalo xnaik flight...

Aku pi sana utk program Infosys..nk xnk kna p jgk duduk jadi org Sarawak sat for 3 months...soronok 2 mmg seronok...tapi at the same time takut..ya la, ni la 2nd time aku nk p jauh sket dr utara tu..sebelum ni plg jauh pnh aku pi pun skdr Shah Alam tu ja...tu pun sbb dpt tawaran msuk UiTM..kalo dpat U area2 utara jgk, mmg alamatnya aku x keluar la dri kawasan utara 2..

Nak pi sana neh, rmai sungguh org yg nk pesan kek lapis Sarawak la...pasu Sarawak la...huaahuahua..pa2 pun insyaAllah aku akn tunaikan hasrat kalian..

water source

hahaha...tumpang simpati kpd mangsa2 blok sumwhere in flora damansara pny area

gambar nie di dedicate kn khas utk En Mohd Farhan Hafiz..

Chaiyok2 in searching for water source..

hahahahaha~

Menyusahkan idup ja

Bukan semua org di dalam dunia ini mempunyai hati yg sma dengan kita. Ada sesetengah org di luar ja nmpak baik..tp di dlm..hurm...hnya Tuhan sja yg taw...

Aku menulis ni bkn nk mnceritakan pngalaman idup aku, tapi pnglmn idup org laen yg aku jadikan pngajaran dlm idup ni...

Adakalanya kita dah put many effort on sumthing...tapi disebalik kesungguhan & kejayaan yg kita kecapi, ada org lain yg akan iri hati n cuba sedaya upaya utk menarik kita jatuh ke bawah. Bagi syaitan yg bertopengkan manusia neh, dia lg suka kalo kita jtuh sehingga tersungkur. Adalah lagi teruk keadaanya kalo syaitan yg bertopengkan manusia neh, nmpk sj cantik n baek dari segi luaran..tapi pada hakikat sebanarnya busuk dari segi dlaman.

Bukan la niat aku nak mmburukkan manusia camneh, tapi plz la....aku merayu sgt2..tolongla jgn mencemarkan imej org2 baek dgn sifat&prgai busuk yg kau ada 2..hurmm...dah la.mls aku nk mention spa orgnya..Aku bukan nk memburukkan sesapa..tapi nak mengingatkan diri sendiri dan org laen agar jgn la ada prgai cmneh..kalo da tue mmg u r really sucks!!

Pesanan aku, baek g mampus la kalo idup sekadar nk menganiaya n menyusahkan org laen

Not as what u see

Aduhai..hati oo hati bley x jgn gelabah n cuak sgt...cuba la relax sket...InsyaAllah everything gonna be fine tomorrow..

Seriously im bloody nervous + scared !! Tomorrow is my FYP presentation... Even though on that day i only need to explain my project to them, but trust me i dont look as calm as what u will see...Deep inside me is like typhoon..Yes i know my project n i totally understand it! But im SCARED of those question that going to be asked. SCARED if i couldn't answer it..SCARED if im not able to make them understand it *im bad in explaining something i admit that..huh!* 

Allah..please make everything going on smoothly tomorrow..please give me the confidence & strength...Ameen..

Oh mama, saya mahu kawen

♫.....Oh mama, saya mahu kawen...kawen dgn siapa??dgn...♫

huhu...smbey2 uat keja ni duk tgk2 facebook mmber2...trsinggah jap kat facebook sorank member neh..apa yg menarik minat aku is album kawen akak dia...baru2 ni kakak dia kawen...waaaa!tgk pic2 kawen 2 membuatkan ati aku rasa mmbuak2 nak kawen...hahahahaha...hahahaha...tapi bila cermin diri blk, mampu ka aku ni nak galas tangunggjawab jd bini org???*hurmm...sdikit musykil dgn diri sendiri* Nak kata reti masak sgt tue x la.sekadar bley la...xkebulur la lg..cuma x sesedap mak aku masak!

Pa2 pun En Mohd Farhan Hafiz, wlupun saya thu lmbat lagi anda mahu masuk meminang saya, saya akan cuba belajar utk jadi yg terbaik utk awk ♥ ♥ ♥

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Alhamdullillah...abis sudah azab2 exam neh..tinggai the KING of azab ja yg aku duk tnggung skrg..huhuhu...it is my FYP...aduhai...tnsen sdh...mari uat check list for FYP :

• report------>completed!
• poster ------>completed!
• pamphlet ----->completed!
• slides ------>completed!
• system -------> agaggaa...xtaw nk ltk brapa utk system neh..nk kta byk, x byk..nk kta sket, x sket...trpulang kpd yg mnilainya...wawawa!

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