Wednesday, June 30, 2010


This morning during class, I got phone call from my mum reporting Maktok’s condition...So sad to hear, doctor gave them only 3 choice...Cannot undergo by pass coz she’s old and her heart is not strong enough, undergo heart block or take her home..However the chance for Maktok to get better is only 50-50...according to doc, only 10% of the heart is well functioning and the rest are not... (T.T)...I can’t control my emotion anymore…run to the toilet n keep crying...

Honestly I can’t focus during my Soft Skill class...Keep thinking about maktok..However, at 2.20pm got a msg from my dad:

“Salam.Maktok telah selamat menjalani heart block. Maktok masih dlm ICU, but in a stable condition”

Thanx God! At that time only Allah know how relief and happy I am to hear dat news...Alhamdulillah

Again at 8.45pm juz now my dad sends me:

“Salam. Maktok semakin baik selepas operation jantung hari ni”

God, thanx for saving my grandma…I know only U I should & can rely on..Alhamdulillah…

Tuesday, June 29, 2010


Day 4:

Today Maktok still xsedar lagi…However, bout at 3pm juz now, she was again attacked with heart attack…doctor has decided dat tomorrow she need to undergo bypass surgery coz her heart was blocked..

Even though i look happy and normal outside, but inside me, im crying..but bloody forcing myself not to cry coz abah said "A Muslim should always believe in Allah..we should accept what has been destined. As a Muslim, we always need to pray to Allah..."

I just can keep continue pray to Allah so that everything gonna b fine..(T.T)

Monday, June 28, 2010

got improvement but still the same

Day 3 :

Alhamdulillah ptg tadi maktok dah sedar..tapi still cant talk..she can only nod her head if been asked with any question...Ibu kata keadaan maktok still xstabil..ada kmungkinan terpaksa buat dialysis for every 2 weeks..

Hurm..however...when it comes at 8.30pm, i've got a call from my cousin saying dat maktok kembali xsedar..n she's still under critical condition..

Thanx to Mr Farhan...he calmed me down. He keep telling me to pray to Allah and read Yassin so dat everythin' would be fine. Sad is normal..Be to be over sad and cry all over again n again same as u cannot accept what has been destined by Allah...yes, he's totally right..what i need to do is keep praying and read Yassin..

Hope tomorrow gonna be better....

Sunday, June 27, 2010

Ya Allah tabahkan hatiku...

Arini  sudah masuk hari ke-2 maktok dalam ICU.. semalam maktok tetiba sesak nafas.. disebabkn tu maktok dihantar terus ke ICU…

Ptg around kul 3 lbey…maktok terkena serangan jantung…Ya Allah..satu per satu ujian kau berikan kpdanya..since heart attack tue, maktok trus pengsan and x sedar2 sampai la hari ni..However maktok berada dalam jagaan rapi doktor2 Hospital Pantai..

Hati ni sedikit tenang bila abah n adik2 call bg tahu yg maktok dlm keadaan trkawal..

Tapi ptg td, aku dapat berita dari Ariff yg drh maktok xcukup..n maktok memerlukan darah jenis A.. aku rasa sdikit trkilan sbb da kat Sarawak ni and xda pa2 yg mmpu aku tlg buat msa skrg kecuali berdoa padaNya.

Sekali lagi dpt berita msa time Magrib td. My aunt dah call my parents suruh blk Penang as soon as possible coz keadaan maktok makin teruk…Masa 2 Tuhan ja la yg tahu perasaan ni..rasa sedih & risau yg teramat2..mancurah2 air mata ni keluar…Aku riso kalo aku xsempat nk jumpak maktok…xsmpat nk peluk n cium pipiya..=(

Hanya bacaan Yassin dan doa pada Allah mampu aku lakukan…….

Friday, June 25, 2010

enough is enough

At last abis jugak this pressured weeks. Selesai sudah Generic Comprehensive Test..Quit tough for the practical part which i need to develop a system using C language and create a database using SQL..all of it i need to do within 3 hours...huh!


Overall for the RDBMS, it is quite ok..However when it comes to programming, it's really sucks! I admit dat i hate programming...Unluckily, im not able to finish it..(T.T)..i try to grab as much point as i can..but it is too sad to say, i juz grab the minor one..not for the major function of that system.. point for me to keep thinking bout dat test nymore...juz need to pray to Allah so dat i pass that part...

It is a big relief actually to finish up the test...Now i should pampered my body with an enough rest so dat i can become a human again.hahaha...of course after being a processor and compiler for about 2 weeks

Infosys Generic Tets really2 phsyco n pressure me a lot. 
Expecially the deduction marking schemes part..

Wednesday, June 23, 2010

silence is better

Silence is better

Rice Field of Japan

I am awed by the creative mind of humankind all over the world.... Stunning crop art has sprung up across rice fields in Japan, but this is no alien creation.

The designs have been cleverly planted. Farmers creating the huge displays use no ink or dye. Instead, different color rice plants have been precisely and strategically arranged and grown in the paddy fields.

As summer progresses and the plants shoot up, the detailed artwork begins to emerge.  This year, various art works has popped up in other rice-farming areas of Japan.

The farmers create the murals by planting little purple and yellow-leafed Kodaimai rice along with their local green-leafed Tsugaru, a Roman variety, to create the colored patterns in the time between planting and harvesting in September.

Closer to the image, the careful placement of the thousands of rice plants in the paddy fields can be seen. 


Group with PC17-PC20....this my group for the next two months...Group ktorg mngamalkan perpaduan..ala2 konsep 1 Malaysia gitu..hahaha..juz nak kenalkan cik akak kita yg brtudung pink tue namanye Herlena..kt sebelah kanan aku Puva and d sebelah kiri aku neh la Kee Hui..the only guy in our group n also the 1 who always make me smile n laugh sgt2 suka mnyakat aku..anyway thnx dude!From 4 of us, aku la yg plg muda skali..yes!ahhaha..Ppe pun, im happy wit all u guys...xoxo!

Tuesday, June 22, 2010

Generic Test

can't wait for diz coming weekend...all of us planning to go to have fun at beach and also going for shopping!!

but before dat, we'll be phsyco n tortured with GENERIC TEST!!!

Going to be test on 9 modules..and also need to do a complete system using C Language within 3 hours...arrrgghhh!!


This post is a special dedication to Mohamad Farhan Hafiz bin Mohd Noor im don't spell ur name wrong kan??hehehe...

CONGRATULATIONS for your acceptance to continue your study in 4th year of Architecture..Since early I've already had an instinct that u will be accepted coz i believe u are talented. I noe this opportunity is very valuable for u coz it is ur dream..and now ur dream had come true..I'm totally proud of u..

Hope u will use the chance u had to do your very best..

Sunday, June 20, 2010


huhuhu...apa la menda alah neh...byk kali baca pun xpaham2...trainer pun bidan ajar pun xbrapa nak paham...dah la aku xpernah belajar benda ni dulu..datang Infosys neh baru jumpak benda ni..Seriously, i have no idea what is this all about...terpaksa la belajar sendiri...haaaisshh..

An honour day to my Sugar Daddy

Today is the real Father’s Day..hahaha to tell the truth I’ve already wish Abah “Happy Father’s Day” since last week..hahaha..i thought father’s day was last week…But it is actually on the 3rd Sunday of June…lol~

Abah that was not a prank from me ok? This beloved daughter of yours was too eager to wish his sugar daddy happy father’s day…Apa2 pun abah I love u so much…

.::::flash back::::.

One day I’ve attended a day course. I’ve been asked by the instructor to think about someone who I admired and proud of to be my idols…Without taking too much time to think, I wrote on a piece of paper

                                Idols name: Hj Rashidan bin Ariffin

Abah, you are my idols in life…I’m proud to have u as my dad..

.:::end of flash back:::.

When i was born, you were there to catch me when i fall, whenever and wherever.
When i said my first words, you were there for me to teach me the whole dictionary if need be.
When i took my first steps, you were there to encourage me on.
When i had my first day at school,you were there to give me advice and help me with my homework.
I still havent finished school, or walked down the aisle, or had my first child.
But i know you will be there for me through all these times and more, the good and bad.

Wednesday, June 16, 2010

Adoyai...aku kemalasan tahap gaban..huh! xlarat dah maw study utk nxt SDM test..diz week penuh dgn test, test and test...*sigh*

Saturday, June 12, 2010

Holiday II

This time mari kita bercerita pulak pasal my 2nd holiday...This holiday can be categorized as the best holiday I ever had...sangat2 suke..hehe

The 2nd day of my holiday, I went to Sarawak Cultural Village. The entrance fee is RM60/adult and RM30/child…huhhuhu..if im goin’ to visit Sarawak again I don’t think im goin’ to go to this place again unless I am a rich person la. hahaha. For those who want to learn about the Sarawak’s culture, I suggest u this place…u wont regret at all..

At here u can walk around to see and experience by urself replica of buildings representing every major ethnic group in Sarawak which consist of Bidayuh, Iban and Orang Ulu longhouses, a Penan jugle settlement, a Melanau tall house, a Malay town house, Chinese farm house and some others.

Not forgotten u also can try to be Bidayuh, Iban, and etc by trying their traditional attire. I dun even let the chance go juz like dat without grabbing it!hahaha…juz have to pay RM10 to be dressed up like the Sarawakian..once in a life time kn…juz pay ja la to be dresses as Iban’s women..

After tiredly touring the village, we also have been presented with a multi-cultural dance performance.

*****The end of day 2*****

Friday, June 11, 2010

xde mood

sorry guys...betul2 xde mood and xde ilham nk mnulis..tunggu la t mood rajin tu dtg blk aku update sume cte2 pasal aku...

Sunday, June 6, 2010

Roti Gardenia

Roti gardenia yg mahal siot…Kat sini memang susah betul nak dapat roti Gardenia kegemaranku..hahhaha..mmg sejak dari kecil lagi dah dibesarkan dgn roti gardenia..Once lama xdapat makan roti Gardenia rasa kempunan la pulak..

So bila sekali terjumpak Gardenia yg sememangnya susah nk jumpak kat Sarawak neh, aku main bedal je tanpa tengok harga yg tertera kat plastic bungkusan..Sekali nk g bayar terkejut seketika…RM1.60/packet??????

Renungan bersama

Terkejut, tekelu, tergamam..tue la reaksi aku once I see a photo of my lil sis friends…Childrens nowadays…hurm…xtahu nk ckp cmne..masa aku sebaya diorg dulu, aku still lagi budak2 hingusan, budak comot..diorg sekarang..pergh! bukan main hebat, kalah Angelina Jolie! Kalo kata terserempak diorg dikalangan non-Muslim, aku kompem x tahu nak bezakan diorg dgn non-Muslim yg lain.

Bukan niat aku nak menunjuk bagus kat sni..tapi juz utk renungan bersama dan juga peringatan utk diriku yg hina neh..Seperti apa yg dah dikatakan oleh Allah 

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Demi Masa! Sesungguhnya manusia itu Dalam kerugian. Kecuali orang-orang Yang beriman dan beramal soleh, dan mereka pula berpesan-pesan dengan kebenaran serta berpesan-pesan dengan sabar.

Renung-renungkan dan selamat beramal~

Holiday I

Abis sudah trip2 infosys mengelilingi Sarawak…to sum up neh la tempat2 kat Sarawak yg aku lawati:
  • Sarawak Waterfront
  • Muzium Negeri Sarawak
  • Sarawak Cultural Village
  • DUN Sarawak
  • Rabiah Kilang Kek Lapis
  • Semenggoh Nature Reserve
  • Jong’s Crocodile Farm
Overall the trip was fun n enjoyable...For those who plan to visit Sarawak, Sarawak’s Cultural Village is the ‘must’ place u need to visit. From here u can learn the tradition of various ethnics in Sarawak. Hehehe...Actually there are a lot of thing I want to write here..Juz plan to start the story with my 1st day of trip which is at Sarawak Waterfront and Muzium Negeri Sarawak.

Sarawak Waterfront is located at the centre of Kuching. There are a numbers of preserved buildings. Actually it is just nice to see old buildings with a traditional architecture being preserved =) Waterfront offers u an excellent view of Astana, Fort Margherita, and some of the Malay’s Village which lines along the Sarawak river...To have these u need to take “Kapal Penambang” which will take u along the river. U need to pay RM40/8person…

After tiredly playin’ at the Waterfront, we went around to explore the city of Kuching..

In the evening we were bring to Sarawak’s Museum which is located at Jalan Tun Abang Haji Openg. Basically this museum has 2 wings. Make sure u hv recharge ur energy if u plan to have a walk all over the museum...U can go there for free of course...So, better put it in ur list if u plan to visit Sarawak...ok?

****The end of day 1****